The Journey of Flower

I have no teacher.

I have no friends!

I have no lover!

I have no children!

Originally, I thought I had the whole world.

Only later did I realize that it was all fake!

The ones who loved me died for me.

The one I trusted betrayed me.

The one I depened on threw me away!

I don't want anything, nor do I ask for any thing!

I just want to live simply!

But… but the Heavens forced me.

You forced me!

Do you think I can still return at this point?

Bai Zi Hua

You keep the entire world in your thoughts.

But you've never kept me in your thoughts.

Actually… you've never trusted me.

You only trust your own eyes!

You purposely made a trick.

To let me personally kill you!

I've said that you would regret it.

Okay. Since it's like this,

I will leave with you.

Bai Zi Hua

Are you still not willing to love me?

Since it's like this,

What right do you have to die with me?

Bai Zi Hua

I curse you as a god.

In this life and world,

In any life that is to follow!

You won't grow old, or die.

You'll never be destroyed!

Bai Zi Hua

In this life,

I've never regretted anything before.

But…

If I could start over again,

I will not fall in love with you again!

How could you be so cruel?

After you made me kill you,

What are you leaving me alone for?

Whatever you want, it'll be done as long as you say so!

No matter if it's right or wrong,

I'll give them all to you! I'll give you love, I'll give you me!

What does Chang Liu's destruction or continuance have to do with me?

The life and death of all those people, what do they have to do with me?

I'll take you away. We can go anywhere.

It can be however you want. Just,

Don’t' leave me. Don't leave me!

Now, I'm afraid I'm just a strained bowstring

That could snap at any moment.

Now, I only wish that I can hold Little Bone at all times.

And never let her endure any pain. If anything happens to her…

In the past, I lived for Immortal Sect.

Now, I wish to live only for her.

At this moment, changed or not, all of it doesn't matter anymore.

My heart was tied to Chang Liu, the world, and to all life.

But I never once did anything for her.

I didn't forsake Chang Liu. I didn't forsake the world.

I also didn't forsake all living creatures.

But in the end,

I forsook her and myself as well.

Flower Opening OST

[Fire of the Heart 心之火 (Xin Zhi Huo)]

When yearning flew across the night sky,

It twisted around the fingers,

and left behind a beautiful image like a dream.

When infinite cherry blossoms fall,

 a thread of sadness and regret sweep across me

as I remembered that feeling.

So much hurt. So much resentment. So, so much pain!

So much love. So much hate. So, so much mess. OH

One whose love is too insane, that is a willful squander.

Every reconciliation after a fight,

we hug, kiss wildly and surrender.

One whose love is not mad,

is not fit to say they have loved before.

 I'm not asking for tomorrow, eternity or a future.

 Your glance lights up this moment with me in it.

It's enough.